Disclaimer: This post might end a relationship. But I want to make it known that my feelings are strictly based from memory and probably have no evidence of truth now.
I was in love with a man, I was in love with my best friend. I didn't even know the meaning of happy until I was with him. I had finally found an escape to this chaotic world. I had never written so many [self-proclaimed] fantastic poems. How can one person, make you feel a thousand and one unexplainable things?
I had to write down every feeling. And I loved every minute of it.
Of course, peoplechangeandthingshappen, etc.
But now it's hard to find a feeling like that with another. I've been told that you have a different kind of love with different people but, shouldn't it be the same level of love if not, better?
I still don't know to this day, if he loved me like I loved him, but I don't care (talk about unrequited). Thanks to him, I know what real love feels like and I crave for that supernatural feeling again.
Unexpected, of course.
I like surprises :)